The only way at this time to make it right is to teach my baby’s better. So they know quicker, they learn from me and to love tf out of them so they don’t go searching for love from a nothing ahh man like I did in Donte.
It’s forever rest easy baby Marley.
This time of year is so hard for me. I think it’s hard because the man who was supposed to be there for me while I went through what he asked for completely blocked and shut me out and I was the one physically and emotionally going through it. Idk he’s the worse kinda man
and I’m very grateful I’m far away from a demon spirit like his. The day plays in my head every year. The pain will never go away I just cope better each year. But the reality is… I went searching for love and became so vulnerable I allowed it to traumatize me and my body.