The worst part about the depression I feel right now is that I know it’s not even mine.
This is why I stayed home last year. Too much reckless energy exchange and I don’t like it.
(2/2) with that being said I also don’t think friends or family should feel the pressure to always be there for someone cause that’s exhausting as well & unfair. We’re all just humans 💕
I can’t expect emotional support if I’m not emotionally supportive.
Like I can but that’s not the kind of relationships I want to have 💕 dual energy should be exchanged and even if it’s not at all times, at MOST times 1/2
In honor of being the person I want others to be to me I’ve been trying to be a better friend like:
1. Picking up when friends call
2. Declining less invitations out
3. Sending love and reaching out randomly to check in etc
It’s been really helpful 💕