The one thing that kept me sane, feeling like I belonged as more than a mere weapon to be used, I was not allowed to speak of. I could not be honest. I could not practice.
I struggle to even recall how to return.
Accepting safety is… Still a struggle. I know that I am safe, that I am not at risk, and yet it is still hard for me. Every cycle I wonder if I should remove my own declaration of being a Primalist from any identifiers of me. I was not allowed to believe in anything.
@rungtf@TFKaon Tell /you/ about Kaon, did you mean? Hm… Tea does sound nice….. So long as I am provided a proper fueling tube to drink it, yes. I prefer to /not/ embarrass myself.