So, with my birthday on Friday, I wanted to at least write something really small.
It's a miracle I am still here, didn't know really I'd even be alive by now. With the beginning of the year being the worst my life has gotten, to now where I feel like it's the best it's ever gotten, I really am so loved and grateful.
Especially to the people who reached out, checked in on me, CHECKED me for shit, and made it so clear that they cared. I love you so deeply that you would not understand. The list of people I could thank is unimaginable, and I will remember when I was in the worst I've ever been this year, the people who had my back, defended me, checked in on me, and made sure to give me a lot of love; being the reason I finally got proper medical help and cannot even fathom how my life would be without it. The call-ins at *you know where,* making sure I was okay. Even repairing relationships I never thought I would have again. I'm so fucking grateful.
To the people who were there, thank you so much. You truly are family, friends, and so much more to me. I love you so very much. To the people who supported me then and now, I love you so much too.
And to the people who I called some of my best friends, yet did not make a small effort at all up until recently to try and check in on me, not caring about my well-being, and proving to me time and time again all that was cared about was my name and what I could provide? The ones I made time for when I could, yet couldn't do the same? The people I allowed to be in my life, share some of the darkest, scariest things I could of ever shared about what has happened to me, given you funds, food, gigs, and even a place to stay? And couldn't even take 3 seconds of your day to reach out and go 'hey, you okay?' And even never reaching out, even when noticing I have fully backed away from you? I have a few words for you.
Choke.
If you're one of those people, no need for you to say happy birthday to me, I already have enough love as it is. Send it to my label, they'll tell me.
Happy birthday to me, you filthy animal. You won this time. 💖
i like that discord notes that i am a new user on roblox, outing me as old and uncool to everyone that's ever known me all the way back to middle school
replayed and finished ztd last night and after sleeping on it, think that may be the best ending to a series ive ever read but holy fuck was i mad as hell for like a couple hours there LMAO
“Foreverbound to decadent damnation.”
🐭 Sticky Situation ft. Kevin 🐭
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white people be so mad about being white. Not me, I’m half white and embrace my culture by listening to emo music, cussing at my mom, and fucking with green bean casserole heavy