I'm so lost ๐ญ I just want to wakeup to Lilly everyday. I want to be a mom . I just have no purpose without her. I'm trying but feel a like I get no where:(
Will anything ever be okay again? I ruined everything. I just want my Lilly and be happy. I don't feel like a mother. Just something that tried but gets no where and keeps replaying what I caused and how I hurt everyone ๐ can this please stop. I miss her so much everyday
I get I fucked up , but even a msg back about how my kids doing would be nice:( I don't deserve much but fuck I miss her and wish this was different :(
I don't want fb knowing my stuff lately , but I'm so scared this baby is going to come early and I'm not even near ready and just want to cry all the time and I'm scared she isn't growing because I'm 33 weeks measuring 27 and I just feel I'm failing :( nothing has been scarier
I genuinely need help. I need a support person. I need someone to help me get done what I need and just help and motivate me back. I just need SOMEONE to talk to who won't go tell the worlds and cause even more for me to deal with. I just need one friend ๐ญ
Every other year I was there to wake Lilly up on her bday. I'm ready and waiting for my come over txt but I still regret so much I can't handle my emotions today . Can't stop crying and feeling like shit.... Why did I do this .
@cass_ryan127 People keep saying how they wish they didnโt have to be away from their friends and their kids are sad they they have to hide inside houses to stay safe, they can still go out and play in the yard though like , I just feel some overreact
Iโm going to give away $30,000 to 1 random person who retweets this tweet AND follows Twitter Philanthropist @Pulte and Me!! (If you donโt follow us, we canโt DM you the money) Will show proof! Much love