I am the stone that the builder refused
I am the visual, the inspiration
That made Lady sing the blues I'm the spark that makes your idea bright
The same spark that lights the dark
So that you can know your left from your right I am the ballot in your box, the bullet in the gun
The inner glow that lets you know to call your brother son
The story that just begun, the promise of what's to come
And I'ma remain a soldier 'til the war is won
@PCChukwuemeka@thekonyjen That’s not something you can just “try” being a parent is a very permanent situation it’s not easy for most to give them up for adoption or abort becoming a parent is a serious thing not a game you can just try and play.
Every time I get on Pinterest, I want to chop my hair, redo my room, buy a whole new wardrobe, get 5 tiny tattoos, start exercising and dieting and try 20 new recipes😭😭
cried a lot this retrograde because I’ve finally been remembering (good) things that trauma made me forget. like wow I’m a whole person who did a lot of cool shit and touched a lot of people’s lives. needed that 🥹
In order to become a better person, you must first realize how horrible you really are. Not in the dramatic sense, but in the quiet ways you sabotage yourself, repeat unhealthy patterns, hurt people who care about you, or tolerate what wounds you.
Respect your place in people's lives. If they don't include you, don't force your way in. If they don't share with you, don't chase answers. If they don't invite you, don't force your presence. There’s a quiet kind of peace that comes from knowing where you stand and choosing not to overextend yourself to be accepted.
“Nobody is coming to save you” but your day literally gets better after you consume art made by other people. You hang w friends & you’re no longer suicidal, even if just for a few minutes. They’re lying to you about the significance of community. People are saving you EVERYDAY!