me telling myself on new years eve 2021: "listen girl, i know you like to hyperfixate of stuff, but maybe... just maybe start a hyperfixation on your education"
me on new years day 2022: "ANDREW GARFIELD"
i will talk for hours and I will fall into an existential funk and I will find my way through it and I will realize the meaning of life but I wont be able to express it and it'll be a whole waste of time for you but not for me so I don't wanna subject you to that.