It’s legally impossible to defend yourself against a cop, on or off duty. You will be killed or charged and imprisoned if you survive, the cop will face no consequences and they can effectively kill whoever they want.
Everyone is allowed “grow up” from being racist and hating Black women and we just have to be okay with it. We can’t have any feelings about it, we just have to accept that it’s a right of passage to hate us, and allow people to “grow” into seeing us as human. Very insane to me.