don’t lie, i’m still that hurt every time i see a bearded guy, a big blue motorcycle, or catch a whiff of that woody perfume. i was just way too familiar with all of those things back then, seeing them almost every day like gila yah dunia dan keseharian gue ada dia semua.
bener-bener deh, 0/10 would not recommend the first half of this year 😭 kocak. dear me, please get it right this time HAHAHA.
anyway, we live and we learn i guess. mostly i just hope future me has better taste and better fucking judgment 😭
don’t lie, i’m still that hurt every time i see a bearded guy, a big blue motorcycle, or catch a whiff of that woody perfume. i was just way too familiar with all of those things back then, seeing them almost every day like gila yah dunia dan keseharian gue ada dia semua.
like i genuinely feel betrayed by my own feelings at this point. betrayed by the fact that i cared THAT much, that i let people like this hurt me this badly. THIS was what had me crying every night, barely sleeping, barely eating??? this is what broke me that badly??? HAHAHAHA😭
pagi gue ada2 aja, coba umur gue masih se-lu dek udh gue ributin😭 jujur gw kasian deh sm itu adik2, saking ga tenangnya sm cowonya skrg sampe masa lalu dikorek2, perkara gue lupa hapus foto mantan (ga ngeh masi ada) didoain idup gue ga tenang 😭 uu takut bingits