when i move i will convince my mother to let me have the upstairs so i will get to have privacy and solitude and if she doesn't i will light my self aflame and die terribly with great suffering
@lilyUnserenity it would also be better if i weren't on my.own but at least i think the haze sort of redeems sickening loneliness at least a little bit
@nonchalantly_ like if i say that some thing doesn't speak to the present , but some body else proposes to me a way it might b thought to and i alter my view. may be it only now speaks to this updated present where I'm privy to this reading but i just don't tend to write on that side of things
@nonchalantly_ i appreciate lacan . history is not the past , history is the past insofar as it is historicized in the present. i worry at content/essence. who am i to say whether it does or doesn't. it is only what i can do with it. can b phrased that as the art speaking but im hesitant to
@itripley i am enlightened in the other way. i only want a gf and a niece/nephew so i can be a weird aunt who shows them.eliane radigue and stereolab and stuff.