The convenience you desire should not seek to eradicate your duties and obligations but only enable you stretch yourself further in the direction of your calling.
@diaa_tr3des Not entirely.
I have a rule that works.
On the hard days, when you start wondering if you even know anything, LEAVE AM!
On the easy days, when everything is playing out for you, PACK AM!
Every architect knows that the most realistic renders aren't the most shiny ones where everything seems so aligned and perfect. Those little imperfections make the render feel real and relatable.
This should tell you more than just a thing about imperfection.
No matter how broke or incapable you think you are, if someone sees you as a person that can help them, maybe you actually can and the best help you can actually render might not be your resources, it might be pointing them to the right direction to where they can get help
It all feels like chasing the wind...and you know what they say about the wind, you can never get hold of it.
But if you just pause, you'd realise, the wind is right where you are
When stop beating yourself up and realise it was never about you and there are certain things that are out of your control......then you understand that over 4 billion people out there wouldn't seem like a countable number but a world filled with possibilities.
Before the white folks came around.... I believe my forefathers would say they had met an angel whenever they saw a beautiful woman lol... And maybe it never had anything to do with colour.
When you realise that you have ability to create a reality for yourself in your mind.....you begin to radiate it into your world and that's where the magic happens
How amazing is it to come by someone who makes you feel alive again..... how sad is it that the feeling is short-lived.
But then there's hope, which surpasses both.