You keep choosing life over death. Which is insane, considering how easy it'd be for you to turn this whole fucking planet into a metaphor and just walk away.
If you ever release a memoir, I swear I'll preorder five copies: one for me and four for the aliens!!!
⏱️: 6:33
We need to believe that the disappearances
come with patterns,
happen for the universal reasons,
and that they are not arbitrary,
otherwise, we will have to admit that things vanish without explanation... and that...💭💭💭... well, that'll be hard...🌀
08:08 ⏱️
There's no such thing as sign of strength,
Standing still, surrounded by the little oblivions and not losing our way is more than strength if you ask me...
A pull is a pull.
Even if it doesn't rip you apart in pieces, it is still a pull and loss is just as same!
Who needs understanding when all of this could just be misunderstood and eventually turn into a moment you start becoming someone you'd have hated once...
Not many survival stories share the stories of intact dignity within - we all choose to forget who we used to be!!!
The Calm - hiding the loud uriverse,
Mind full of galaxies:
and, Romanticising the depth in the absence of direction...
Not sure where to go - other than deep :]
It looks beautiful from the edge too, maybe even more beautiful than the hiding moon in the tall woods
But you're in the centre now: some sparkly_rare moths and evil mushrooms after, you're with the Fae who think humans are their worst enemies
...well, time for supper now 🍽
Its a mess
What fear welcomes, faith doesn't, & the world that would revolve around you stops - & slowly disappears into a gigantic hole like it was never there...
Nothing's there now, NO thing there now, & it is as clean as it could be, but somehow... somehow - its a mess!
Places that feel like the secrets of our own heart, a company reminding you that there's no place better, strangers playing unpaid roles of happy characters, & the giggles of the children that make moments feel like a fading dream.
You can only complain about so much in life😊
My mind is not strong enough to comprehend the clarity this has brought to me.
My heart swells with pride when I look back & see the things that you saw.
Raw & frustratingly honest with all the dishonesty. Maybe I can't meet you halfway, but I think I wanna try!!!
:999
So much we've forgotten, so much we won't remember...
Such a strange world, and not sure if that's a curse or an invitation.
Forgetting dreams before breakfast,
Forgetting ourselves before we even arrive...
Such a strange role!
Maybe it'll open your eyes, or maybe it'll blind you beyond recovery,
either way; out the door - out the life - that's an unwritten rule of this corporate - the one that you are sometimes so proud of !!!
Something's wrong with the wiring.
I laugh when nothing is funny.
Cry when the silence shifts.
Rage like I was summoned for a war no one remembers.
And still—
the body walks,
the mouth speaks,
the soul stays curled in the corner,
pretending it’s not cold in here.