now that i said it outloud i feel a bit silly. no one really cares about spulbdt. im still lonely. ive always been lonely. im used to it, but its messing me up like crazy. im like murder without the murdering snd just constant loneliness and endless cycle of depression lol
ive grown to be afraid of the weirdest thing possible. like huh? no one really cares, but im super scared people will think im a fake fan if i dont draw spdt all the time. i love him so much and i wish to be able to draw him all the time, but some scenarios just doesnt fit...
i feel as dehumanized as others just watching by the sidelines. people dont really see artists as humans at all. even artists themselves attack others...aaa....:))))).....im starting to regret everything i do...
ive grown to be afraid of the weirdest thing possible. like huh? no one really cares, but im super scared people will think im a fake fan if i dont draw spdt all the time. i love him so much and i wish to be able to draw him all the time, but some scenarios just doesnt fit...
i love other cp too...hhhh....im a multishipper...im not a monoshipper....why am i so scared that people will think that i forget about my favorites if i stop drawing them for a while...i can draw whatever i want. but really:))) this community feel so dehumanizing.
Dentro de mi cabeza paranoica, Eggman es la única figura masculina de poder con la que Sonic creció, así que para mí, es su figura paterna XD, nadie me puede hacer cambiar de opinión.🌺✨🗡️
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