dear f d
i hope u donโt overthink so much anymore.
i hope u started doing things even when uโre scared.
i hope u found the confidence.
i hope u became passionate to the things u need and love to do.
i hope u get the degree.
pls be everything i couldnโt be rn, bc iโm trying
rant post: jgh after my dad invited my sisters and i to their home. admittedly i donโt want to go at first bc iโm busy but still, we went before 8 pm. (ff) when i saw my father, i immediately noticed his weight, he had lost too much. i donโt think if my sisters knew but ++
maybe that simple message would make a big contribution to his day, to his mood and hopefully to his health. ily dad, u made my day. i will pray for u, i want you to be healthy again, and hopefully that will lead you to a better person ++
maybe bc i was thinking of him having a hard time and most of the time we are not around, most of the time we werenโt there to give support which aches my heart as i write this. i just realized how sad it is, not to have someone in your side when youโre struggling ++
how hard it is, even he has kids, he has smart daughters that canโt even make an effort to be with him. i felt sorry abt his situation, bc he has no one by his side specially in his lowest. now, i realized that my simple message like asking how his day would really help him a lot