lobotomized insect

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she/they/it

Operator: @weaverfuck

[lobotomized insect @Probotomite]

better vers

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redraw of an old thing

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@kittenluvsdada they’re not really meant to fix the deeper issues, just stabilize you in the short term and make sure you don’t hurt yourself or others

(it made me significantly worse)

[lobotomized insect @Probotomite]

actual companies used to advertise on this site

[lobotomized insect @Probotomite]

this ws like 2024 i think

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redraw of an old thing

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@weaverfuck thank you ,,,

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matching pfps

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the scary graph in my old screenshots

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https://t.co/dr0JUNHRNZ

[lobotomized insect @Probotomite]

i forgot until after i posted this that i was literally hiding drawings in specific canvases because i was crazy paranoid. changing the paper color to black brings out even more stuff. i really should start depriving myself of sleep again

[lobotomized insect @Probotomite]

i really miss being more insane. my anatomy/proportions in my art were worse but there was a lot more energy and life in everything and I haven't been able to recapture that

[lobotomized insect @Probotomite]

i forgot until after i posted this that i was literally hiding drawings in specific canvases because i was crazy paranoid. changing the paper color to black brings out even more stuff. i really should start depriving myself of sleep again

[lobotomized insect @Probotomite]

i really miss being more insane. my anatomy/proportions in my art were worse but there was a lot more energy and life in everything and I haven't been able to recapture that

[lobotomized insect @Probotomite]

looking in the mirror and threateningly drawing my thumb across my neck so she knows what's up

[lobotomized insect @Probotomite]

when all i wanna do is play the goty but fomo slop has corrupted my soul

[a bastard once named mister poop @snifferoffeces]

(talking to wife) let's have sex. from you know, porn

[lobotomized insect @Probotomite]

not to say i want to kill myself but if me and a clone of myself entered a room only one of us would be coming out alive

[gibbon’ it @nadiayoudevil]

vyvanse makes me productive in basically all aspects of my life but i also don’t have a soul anymore

[lobotomized insect @Probotomite]

“You are a flesh automaton piloted by neurotransmitters” was definitely a strange phrase but like. i get it tbh

[lobotomized insect @Probotomite]

me when my mom tells me my grandma (dad’s side) always treated my sister and i differently bc the divorce but i’m so socially dense i honestly never noticed

[lobotomized insect @Probotomite]

i get stuck in spiraling loops way too much. i need a hotkey to restart my brain. Perhaps a big chunky button surgically attached to my brain stem