like i wanted to do it but I have to. Ugh I just really really really fucking hate my life. Now I have to live with the fact if i don’t get a job before the end of the month I have to go back to the middle or nowhere with my mom. But I don’t wanna add problems onto anyone else so
for me cause pussy is more important. But I have to stay strong and STFU cause no one needs to hear my problems. Doesn’t matter what I’m going through. Doesn’t matter how I’m feeling. But whatever. I’m used to it. Had to pawn my macbook I’ve been sad all fucking day, it’s not
I love having to stay strong and quite about the things I’m going thru. I’m homeless. My friends let me sleep on their couch but they’re kicking me out at the end of the month. I have no where else to go. I lost my car. I have like 3 tru friends. My “best friend”’is never there
I’m letting her down…. Thinking about it today and I’ve come to a conclusion that right now I am being a terrible boyfriend. She deserves better…. I have to pick up my own weight and yet here she is lifting me up and now I’m just being a burden to her.