@karlaxxxlane they have a 24 hour channel on my cable package. Also have you ever seen the how it's made parody on youtube by a channel called huggbees?
I keep having this dream where I am @EightyTwoLA in Little Tokyo, and there's a stage. I put on a full concert for everybody, It's a fun dream and really shows how much I miss performing for people.
I just hope soon I can get myself to a stable position where I don't feel so stressed and can feel relaxed and comfortable with people. It's been so long since I felt like I can let my guard down and be myself. Just know that I love you all .
I am currently 40 years old, I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression when I was 10. it can be rough, I have had a few therapists, taken a few meds. Lately I've been feeling low, but the past few days I can feel myself getting better.