━ yearn for home.
i've got a mom out there who's still waiting for me... so i can't give up yet. i do that、and i give up on 𝘩𝘦𝘳.⠀﹙ seeing how her eyes teared、however、he held arms open for her. ﹚⠀hug...﹖
... i know... and i get that you want us to adapt so that we can tolerate better —— but i think two things can both be true... you know﹖ on one hand、we adapt so that living here is easier、but on the *other hand、we can still ━
*Mom’s face crumbles slightly*
I do… I remember but Dwight
*Min looks at Dwight, years building in her eyes*
It’s been so long… I don’t know how long we’ve been here.
━ weak smile onto his face ﹔ even at that、however、he still asked lightheartedly、 ﹚⠀you still love me even when i'm overthinking everything like crazy...﹖
... i think i've just been a little bit unstable lately... nothing that isn't still manageable —— but it's just enough to make me undergo these weird、anxiety - induced freak - outs...⠀﹙ reassurance had already tugged something of a ━
... and you expect me to believe that the killer can't just sneakily kill somebody by using audio from the films to drown out their sounds of an actual struggle happening﹖ you watch these movies —— don't you﹖ you should know﹗
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yes, unfortunately ⠀⠀ ─── ⠀but I’ll be okay ꜝ I know how to handle it. they won’t. it’s a public space. no one’s gonna attack anyone in a public space with police nearby.
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━ all the things to me that you do if that wasn't true. 〞⠀the intimacy、the kissing. what happened between them when all survivors were gone from a trial and he was being 'rewarded' with the hatch. all of it. he felt the same.
a confession. an 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭 confession —— only dwight wasn't entirely expecting it... despite being the one to tell the other what he was feeling、what he *assumed based off of the context clues、he wasn't under the impression that ji - ━
- Ji-Woon almost tossed Dwight or tossed him this all sounded rediculous but he pulled him even closer, pushing his face into the crook of the leader's neck as if feeling a tad bit nervous.
"You can say no...I won't hold it against you at all but I will still be kind to you..."
━ muster a single word、fingertips curling into a bloodied coat. a lump in his throat.
〝 ... if that's really how you feel... then... maybe we 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥﹖ i mean —— i *like you... i don't think i'd let you get away with doing ━
i 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 say that i wanted to be stabbed though... and you can't just take me being blatantly sarcastic or reading off something non - literal in quotations as me *confessing to wanting it when i didn't do that...
wait... are you saying that、like... you actually know of a way out of here﹖ 'cause the *last guy that i spoke to about it seemed pretty hellbent on the idea that i was screwed on that front...
━ to breathe、to slow his anxiety - ridden、ever - racing train of thought. ﹚
... you know i love you and that i want you give you 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 i can... right﹖
𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦... although you were fuckin' around with me about it、you seemed almost genuinely disappointed that i wasn't giving you that. not saying it like i was *pressured、of course —— that's not it at all —— i just...
﹙ a pause ━
... impossible's a harsh word though... don't you think﹖ to say this isn't possible at all is like abandoning the hope we used have back in the 𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 when it was just the handful of us... how we used to tell each other ━
*Min snorts softly*
No. This place… this place doesn’t allow people to actually escape and I fear..
*Min folds her arms, looking at Dwight with a somewhat worried expression*
trapped in the back of his throat was a noise the other had already become relatively familiar with、a satisfied hum that only the kiss of his lips was able to drag out of him —— needy for the attention、to be doted on like all the ━
- was very new to him.
"Why...does my chest feel funny? Or rather my stomach feels like that of nausea...?"
He asked Dwight maybe to get some kind of insight of Why Ji was feeling this way. It was annoying him a little.
"I don't hate it...but it is...annoying."
━ 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙞𝙙.
〝 ... you sure it's not because you 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 me﹖ i know you don't really do the whole 'romance' thing... but... that's just how it reads to me. the line between being obsessed and being in love probably gets... ━