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i wanted to die but i just cried forever instead

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i thought being suicidal was just a phase. it’s been years

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at my grown age too??? this is so childish of me. i can’t believe i cut myself just because i can’t handle being sad, im so weak

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i hate that i’m not normal, i hate that i can’t think like a normal person, i hate that i can’t feel like a normal person, i hate that i feel everything so incredibly deep. i don’t want this. i don’t want this life

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i don’t want to cut but i feel like the second i put my phone down and im left with nothing else it’s over

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im not okay

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i’m having an episode

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i think ima start following ppl back, i think id like to feel less alone

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it hurts my heart coming back to this twitter. seeing how much i’ve grown… how much i haven’t…

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2 months no cutting
that’s ending as i type this unfortunately

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i did NOt get better

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nowadays i hide how bad it is. i’ve became embarrassed of my depression

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i just wanted to be a better version of myself but i’ll always just b me and i think that’s the problem

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i’m addicted to self harm. in so many ways.

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i find comfort in my sadness because it’s the only thing that’s never left me

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i’ve been thinking about more realistic ways to end it and make sure i succeed this time but idk. i wish i could just do it already

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#cutting

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i wanna die!
i wanna die!
i wanna die!

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i’m so numb to the world yet i feel everything so deeply

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when i’m quiet and someone asks what i’m thinkin about

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after being depressed for so long ppl start to normalize it for u and begin to see it as nothing… yet im still in my head going crazy everyday. i don’t want to do this anymore