WhiteDeath tradgoth

23yo tradgoth she/her //
bulimia diagnosed since 2013;
#recovery since 2022;
demisex;
tattoo artist, tea lover

[WhiteDeath tradgoth @pseudohisteria]

this content is getting too dark again, forgive me but what I'm writing here is just this pathetic part of me, this account is the epitome of my disorders, not only these eating disorders

[WhiteDeath tradgoth @pseudohisteria]

Somehow, I sense a disaster, even though everything is supposed to go well

[WhiteDeath tradgoth @pseudohisteria]

What if I disappeared and didn't say anything?

[🪐 @emmasarchivee]

WHY DID I EAT THAT
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[WhiteDeath tradgoth @pseudohisteria]

I love that every time I'm my city, someone stops me within the first hour with a nice comment. Even the crowds don't irritate me as much anymore. I'd like to come back, not just visit.

[WhiteDeath tradgoth @pseudohisteria]

All because I'm not skinny, understandable

[Czy Schafter wydał dzisiaj nowy album? @CzySchafter]

;(

[Lolz @w1shiwasdead]

I just want someone to notice and to care

[WhiteDeath tradgoth @pseudohisteria]

Don't ask if I'm happy, you know that I'm not
But, at best, I can say I'm not sad

[Nostos @NostosLit]

Happy Franz Kafka's "July 1. Too tired." day

[WhiteDeath tradgoth @pseudohisteria]

I can't sleep, it's the last night and I'm extending it anyway

[WhiteDeath tradgoth @pseudohisteria]

Do I feel guilty or do I just regret not using someone for my own gain in the most effective way?

[biolet @violetcrucible]

co jeszcze

[WhiteDeath tradgoth @pseudohisteria]

I can't stop myself from throwing up. Yeah, just spill your disgusting guts you stupid bitch. When it's night no one hear your pitiful cry, so pathetic. That it sounds funny when you want to scream for help but who would want to help such a worthless piece of shit. Hopeless wreck

[WhiteDeath tradgoth @pseudohisteria]

I feel exhausted. My mind is becoming a worse place and I'm going crazy.
I beg let it all end already otherwise I will do it myself in a brutal way.