Last January, I noticed something peculiar in my 2yo’s bedroom that - after a year of obsessive reporting - led me to a profound cosmic revelation about what’s even possible in our universe. A 🧵.
Nearing the end of the year and here are some of my learnings:
💡 lessen the gap between an idea and action
💡 practice saying NO and enforce boundaries
💡 haters gonna hate, crabs gonna crab so if you're not harming anyone and/or you're doing good, keep doing you
was squirming in my sleep because of period cramps. once i woke up slightly crying and it woke gelo up, i said, "sakit ng puson ko 🥺" he groggily hugged me and tapped my back to help me go back to sleep haaaay
Week of 12/10 in Aries: Now everything is flowing. As it should you are one with the way the glitter is coating the night. Cool dreams have gotten cooler. Let the bluish purple enter again.
December 6, 2023
Best. Christmas. Ever!
Prolly the lightest christmas movie i’ve ever seen. But since it’s Christmas, of course it’s still warm to the heartt
funny thing there was that, his dream was us being chased by crocodiles while mine was us being at the back of a pick-up truck being taught the pronunciation of “Merci beaucoup,” by Angelina Jolie 🤣🤣🤣
Woke up in the middle of the night because Gelo was crying in his sleep from a bad dream. Told me what it was then tried to go back to sleep, but before doing so he wanted to hold my hand and said, “Bawal bumitaw ha,”
🥹
and now because i know that gelo can hold space for me—that he can be a safe space—i’ll be able to freely express emotions and process unhealed traumas that i have 😭
had quite an argument yesterday because my non-neurotypical brain was getting the best of me. today, i realized that gelo was making the effort to be extra patient so that we don’t stumble upon it again
there’s a lot to unpack here, but my point is that oftentimes we miss out on the little things and it’s not just the tangible ones. this act goes a long way. i’ve never had the chance to process these parts of me before