Completely unrelated :
Boil two pack of ciggaretts in a soup pot with , half a bag of cloves, and
a jar of cheap caffeine capsules in water
20-30 mins
Like 2gals of water
Strain it hot, pour 32oz isopropyl 90%
4oz cedarwood oil
4oz Geranium essential
4oz camphor spirits
Then let it cool
Add some dish soap , stir it
Bottle it then
And kill EVERYTHING
The urge to make his babies is eros becoming unbearable because you want his existence authored through you. It is your womb recognising him as fate, bloodline, continuation, and future, then aching to turn his breath, beauty, hunger, and soul into life.