Th*ra

interrupted 3D artist + illustrator

[Th*ra @pudu666]

@wsfe_miami It finally deposited at like 10pm lmao 😑

[Th*ra @pudu666]

Hoping I'm worried about nothing but I'm nervous abt my paycheck not being deposited yet, it usually processes by this time of day 😬 I transferred jobs so there hasn't been any lapse in employment so ???? 😥 I'm screwed if something went wrong somehow bc were broke

[Th*ra @pudu666]

Pls be the universe just joking w/ me, just a lil prank to keep me on edge or something ,,, omg

[Th*ra @pudu666]

@wsfe_miami Late reply but yes I did!

[Th*ra @pudu666]

On a 2 hour bus layover lol

[Th*ra @pudu666]

At 6am I get on the bus 😵‍💫

[Th*ra @pudu666]

Yep these moving expenses have added up super fucin fast 🫠

[Th*ra @pudu666]

I only have today and tomorrow to finish packing and moving stuff out aaahh 😵‍💫😵‍💫 and I have to move a car to a storage unit and will need to push it a bit by myself and ????? I'll see how that goes

[Th*ra @pudu666]

I'm leaving on Friday and that's so close ogughsb not sleeping well lol

[Th*ra @pudu666]

Ok they just called me so my application is approved phew

[Th*ra @pudu666]

Tomorrow I'm starting my last week at the motel and moving to a different state by bus on the 14th, I'm rly scared lol

[Th*ra @pudu666]

My job is already transferred but I also still haven't heard back from the property that I sent an application to so I can move in with my friend 😬 so that's the most recent anxiety along with still needing to pack. And expenses lol

[Th*ra @pudu666]

Hotel rent went up $50 a week and it sucks even worse than I thought it would lol I'm so tireddd, I still try to draw sometimes but I just feel sick and anxious all the time, I feel embarrassed venting too but idk what else to do rn , ough

[Th*ra @pudu666]

Unrelated someone's just been chilling in their car outside our motel door for hours, every time I smoke there's just someone literally right there. Why , park to the side or something pllllls

[Th*ra @pudu666]

Idk if I can face many more things going wrong ahhhhh I fucking bbbbb;bbbbbbbb 😖

[Th*ra @pudu666]

This week is a fuck , nearly everyone got covid at work so I had to work open to close for 3 days straight, also broke after having to make a huge payment to a bill, I need to go to college so I'm not stuck in retail forever 😓😓😓 silly

[Th*ra @pudu666]

Trying to not get my hopes up and preparing myself to be told they can't remove it today for some nonsensical money-based reason even though it's killing me lol, i hope I'm wrong though

[Th*ra @pudu666]

Going to a dentist today to hopefully get an infected tooth removed, it actually got so bad I was puking and feverish and my jaw is all swollen 😵‍💫 hope I don't have to wait to be approved for financing or some bullshit before they're able to actually remove it 😑

[Th*ra @pudu666]

I'm so hopeless and powerless omg