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mentally and chronically ill 🎉 this is my vent account idgaf who follows me just under 16 don’t dm me and try being my friend

[puff @puffywillowss]

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[puff @puffywillowss]

@take1taway i am aware i’m just messy with it i do it over the cut but it doesn’t really turn out 💔

[puff @puffywillowss]

shitty sh sesh i did

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#shtwt #shrtwt #shedtwt #shedrtwt #slittwt

[puff @puffywillowss]

i genuinely wish i knew what was wrong with me like i know a few things but there is something so deeply wrong with me and i hate i can’t even figure out what the hell it is cause tf you mean i’ve been trying to figure this shit out since i was 11 bro

[puff @puffywillowss]

@take1taway that’s just how i do it i am a huge multi-swiper and it then just turns out to be messy idgaf much about neatness plus like stated my tools are dull af so i pretty much have to multi-swipe

[puff @puffywillowss]

@onyxeyes0820 both my family members shave but they are all electric and you pretty much have to break down the tool to get the actual blade out and doesn’t help for my razors i use those safety shaving razors 💔

[puff @puffywillowss]

even then most the stuff i want to do i can’t do cause either it’s way to draining or i am to stupid in one area for it and i am way to slow to learn stuff and even when i do learn it i am still slow doing it anyway

[puff @puffywillowss]

i’m genuinely one the most useless people you could met i know little about myself, i’m not good at anything maybe mid at best, i am genuinely stupid cause i suck ass at math and grammar sometimes spelling to, i forgetful as hell, and genuinely idfk what to do for my future

[puff @puffywillowss]

as well every time i remember this it as well just makes me wanna force a shift so damm badly i’ve been stuck here for 6-7 years now 💔

[puff @puffywillowss]

sometimes after a month or two i’ll just randomly remember i am suspected with p-did but 90% the time these fuckers don’t want to communicate with me so i think i only have like 4 alters/fictives that i am aware of 💔

(even those those four fuckers barely communicate)

[puff @puffywillowss]

like genuinely what’s the point in remembering this if i can’t even properly communicate with them most the time bro

[puff @puffywillowss]

sometimes after a month or two i’ll just randomly remember i am suspected with p-did but 90% the time these fuckers don’t want to communicate with me so i think i only have like 4 alters/fictives that i am aware of 💔

(even those those four fuckers barely communicate)

[seki ˖᯽ ݁˖ @sekitsuii]

edtwt isnt even triggering anymore it just rage baits me

[Ani ! @iidiot_anii]

hate when ppl ask me whats wrong because idk either

[puff @puffywillowss]

like tf you mean i did dog feedings, cleaned close to 50 dog kennels plus the cot beds inside, the small hallways, did letting the dogs out for a bathroom break myself, dumped mop buckets and outside buckets, restocked everywhere, still brought dogs up to their owners 💔 (2/2)

[puff @puffywillowss]

genuinely fuck my one co worker i did a experiment today and focused on everything in one area and then my co worker would focus stuff on another area and only thing she did was the three daycare rooms, sweeping and mopping the few hallways, then dishes (1/2)

[puff @puffywillowss]

fuck i just remembered i have a 5 hour shift and my co worker is just gonna bitch and moan the entire time 💔

[puff @puffywillowss]

@bunnneli and plus there is a difference in saying “i am fat” and “i feel fat” and i wish people would learn the difference and use the correct words to describe it cause if you can wrap your hand around your arm you are NOT fat you can feel fat but your not actually fat

[puff @puffywillowss]

@bunnneli i said something like this years back on a old acc and i still agree with this take like i get you can FEEL fat but if you think you ARE fat then your just lying and i’m ngl saying you feel fat can still get people to comfort you if you want it or complements of you want it

[puff @puffywillowss]

i hate how weak my body is i can’t even do basic tasks without feeling weak and sometimes to the point i feel i will pass out

[puff @puffywillowss]

i’m ready to go to sleep for 12+ hours again but i gotta go to work again at 9pm 💔