whenever i lose a bot follower or idk like whatever those followers are that kinda don’t seem real like they’ve never tweeted words i get so scared i lost one of my real people mutuals and i check to make sure everyone is still here if you leave me i will throw up
dry af day in and day out that way i can constantly ask myself what im doing wrong and drive myself crazy trying to be better for them but it turns out they’ve slowly replaced me and im not needed anymore so i can just go be alone forever and die
yes currently i’m on my twitter for porn and embarrassing myself but lately i’ve been slacking and using it to retweet art because i like the people here more than on my art twitter