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backup @kaninachibai

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@kuki_jew @DuelbitsRewards @kaninabu cb tag me for fk

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this time fr im locked in im not just fueled by ed i actually do workout and everything so. maybe its orthorexia idgaf if it works it works

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i need to get a tattoo or smth where is good if im still losing weight and shi

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life isn't all shits and giggles once you see the truth

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@skinnysanggyun think that's normal tho, having a libedo isn't smth to be ashamed of 😭

[hɘv (fake) @pukimakcal]

but my muscles... i trained for them... ill just make sure i hit my pr0tein and call it a day i dont need anymore

[hɘv (fake) @pukimakcal]

ay look at least now if i were to go all ⭐ ving myself ill be doing on easy mode LMFAO im literally on m0unjaro

[hɘv (fake) @pukimakcal]

im trying im really trying not to. but its getting hard im losing my mind i barely ate these few days i dont wanna lose my muscles i dont wanna lose myself anymore

[hɘv (fake) @pukimakcal]

i thought i was doing great. turns out i just needed my external issues to come back for relapse.

[hɘv (fake) @pukimakcal]

im in my gym era mm lifting mmm imma gain so much muscles and shi watch give me like ... 2 3 years ... 🫩

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i tried calorie counting today and somehow that led me to start bargaining with myself over 80kcal. 😭

[hɘv (fake) @pukimakcal]

hi here's my half annual check in, i've gotten onto m0unjaro to help with my pcos, i've began exercising/going to gym regularly and not obsessive calorie counting. genuinely my life is so much better. perhaps life is really not all about self depreciation and deception after all

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i'm ctfu my cousin keeps saying "ur not u when ur on oz3mpic" 😭😭😭😭😭

[hɘv (fake) @pukimakcal]

gained after going overseas for a few days and it refuses to drop......... Losing my mind LOL

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@elleluvsberries looks so good ..... Salivating

[hɘv (fake) @pukimakcal]

@skinnysanggyun same... we r getting there 🤞🏻

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sry guys old age is catching up doing all of that at the age of 15 and 23 is a complete different case 😭😭😭

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life is great when ur body isn't actively fighting against u and ur actually losing weight without feeling miserable

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the past few mths i did do a little bp (which gave me gastritis) + restricting but no matter what i did... i didn't even drop a single gram

turns out i have crazy insulin resistance even tho my glucose lvls r normal thanks to pcos LOL.

[hɘv (fake) @pukimakcal]

doc making me take pic of my food bro do u know how hard it is to not start counting