part of being a functioning adult is learning the difference between "im not into this thing" and "this thing is disgusting and repulsive".
people act like being asked to examine why they have such negative reaction to something is the same as being forced to like it
blocking the blood with his own hand to make sure not a single drop is splattered on satomi after kiIIing the yakuza who was assaulting him is CRAZZZYYYYYYYYYY