one last thing. the only people to whom i owe an apology to are tyler and josh. that apology will come if they confirm their positions as anti-zionist. i worded that tweet very poorly and i can understand why it was interpreted the way it was. but i never threatened
@mourn4akid@SWlRLYEYES "the sun will rise and we will try again" until it's somebody who poorly worded themselves during a moment of emotional volatility, then they don't deserve to try again i guess
@tortured_pilot i meannnn as a bi man if i'm walking down the street holding hands with a guy and i get called a fag it's not like they'll be able to know i'm bi and not gay
@SWlRLYEYES i already don't handle stress and frustration the best. maybe some of that did show up a bit in that tweet, and i'm embarassed that i allowed that to happen. but there's no point in me self-flagellating or profusely apologizing. the only people i owe apologies are tyler and josh
@SWlRLYEYES regulate right now. it feels like a stab in the back and the worst part is the uncertainty of it all at the moment. that's no excuse for erratic behavior (like threats) but i hate that something that normally brings me joy and comfort is making me so upset right now.
anyways i'm done. i'll be back if/when they break their silence. i only made this account to keep up with ian terry on the traitors and that's a wrap. i have more important obligations and undoubtedly being on here affects my headspace and ability to process my emotions.