(BYI) this is a personal nsfw diary so i post only for enjoyment and to make friends!
my turn ons have a traumatic background, i’m into some DARK shit. i’m a PERV
i prefer:
- mutual respect
- good social energy
- separates fantasies from reality
- communicative
- is platonic
it was a pretty weird thing to say. what hurt me was the whole idea that “i need someone in my life to fulfill my purpose, like a husband. i’m useless on my own” and i don’t really mind that i’ll never find a loving partner or something but i reeeaaaally wish people would focus on other things
hello! you could say that, but i don’t rely on marital statuses too much, so it’s refreshing to accept i’m incapable of commitment. not many people looking for long-term spouses want that!
also no one is forced to love me, since i understand how hard it is to compete against your own dignity. but i hope the other values left in me will remain seen, i don’t want to grieve them yet
i was a muse for someone’s artwork and. i have no words. NONE. NOTHING can describe how in love i am HELLO??? the louvre called n they’re reserving a slot for this masterpiece. wow. just wow that can’t be how i’m perceived right wow i. i? love it i lo
you’re all just so strict on yourselves, i can’t bear how heartbroken it leaves me ☹️
i need to express all of this without somehow condemning myself for hypocrisy, expect a bundle of silly words to come through, in a weird way. possibly…
i’m grateful my eye catches a thing or two bc then i get to block engagements w some OUTRAGEOUS display name like “n@zi” ???? dear god. out of ANY person who would not like that, i think a youthful queer sex worker would not like that THE MOST??!?!!? 😭
woke up with hair that genuinely makes me look like some teenager’s oc in 2017 😭 i wish finding it funny would also mean it’s a joke but i’m SO not joking