its crazy cuz i didnt even like petplay to start out with. its truly just a fun way to enjoy my preferred d/s dynamic. and very cute aesthetically. but i dont need it to be present whatsoever to have a great time. thinking 💭
i hate it here i hate my relationship to love i hate what it is that i crave i hate my experiences in childhood i hate not being able to feel whole and safe and okay without someone i hate how insecure and unstable that makes me i hate not being able to give myself to love i dese