I rant here a lot, mostly abt self deprication. and politic actually.
i thought i was kantian but arendt woke me up but i still cant move from dantes hell
In a much more peaceful unproblematic parallel world somewhere, you'd find me as an incredibly passionate philosophy lecture who's an all souls college alumni.
the meta analysis and 'diving the iceberg' thingy in svsss are both deeper and wider compared to mxtx's other two novels. This one need a whole lotta thinking and un-thinking and reddit/twitter debates to actually comprehend wtf is actually going on
@gomanga@akkaccel im sorry meatbun but i just cant comprehend why the hell you are not generous enough for atleast a good end for nangong si and ye wangxi
like i would dive into this 'hating myself when I spent more than IDR 10k a day for meal so I just have to eat once or when my stomach rumbled for 10 hours straight' mode
IDR 10k is like USD 66 cents i think?? or atleast two third of a dollar
They all are why I prefer solitude over and over again, and even if I doubt myself hella lot too, I know that I won't ever going back there permanently to love
Hatsune Miku slaps even more when you are just so FCKING stressed because humans are so FCKING frustrating, I'm repeating unknown mothergoose duet mix for n-th time now
If Rohingya refugees were white-skinned with blond hair and blue eyes then I'm sure these people would accept and even consider marrying them in order to “memperbaiki keturunan”
Well, what is exactly the indicator of value to begin with? The existence of 'valuing' in some kind of degree (high-low) is another form of objectification of human (not just woman, but all human).
Like, who got to determine your value? Socially constructed indicator?