Purin 🐶

27 - CW 152lbs - GW 100lbs - UGW 80lbs
bmi 29 :( Chronically ill. this is my diary.

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ Intro post ⋆✴︎˚｡⋆

⋆˚꩜｡Purin - born 1999 - overweight and chronically Ill (endometriosis + PCOS + chronic fatigue) ⋆˚꩜｡

⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱ this account acts as my food/activity tracking and public diary. ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

@miranglosaxon8 Oh party rings for sure, yum!

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

Gone over 1100 kcal again today what if I just killed myself

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

Snack break ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱

30g of pistachios and a tea! No pic cus its the exact same as yesterday lmao
[172kcal]

[Esme ⭑｡𖦹°‧#edtwt @Esmeishungry]

It would literally make my life sm better

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

Could feel the little food demons in the back of my head and I knew if I didn't eat something now I'd probably eat something stupid later, so grapes and soda!
[61kcal]

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

@kimdollette 210lbs 😗🔫

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

Mm tuesday brunch ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱

Smaller than yesterday because I got too excited by new meal that I overdid it. This feels nicer. Put a little cinnamon on it today too 😋

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

Good morning pups ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱
Feeling like a larper because my ugw is some people's sw. I just wanna be normal I'll be happy being average I've never had a flat stomach I just want to look at myself in the mirror and not see a fat monster anymore

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

I have no consistent format sorry loves my mind is as disordered as my eating ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱

Total kcal today: 1023
Total steps: 6640
Pain level: 5 :(

Going to bed feeling fat after measuring my waist and staring at my body in the mirror for way too long. Goodnight🌙

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

@Mariasuckssss Haaiii 👋🐶

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

Hi moots!! Hii!! ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱

[lea 🍂 @fallgrlfrvr]

when you're disordered but you're also fat so everyone around you encourages your restrictive patterns

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

Dinner time! My back is killing me today I'm so glad it's quiet at work 😭⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

Yummy work snack 😋⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱

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@_l0velyangel_

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

Showed my friend my yog bowl from earlier and he suggested buying collagen powder to boost the protein. Thoughts? It sounds good because it's unflavored and adds 19g of protein to my diet that should help my whack metabolism....but 80kcal a spoon scares me.

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

Someone brought samosas into work. Must resist. That is NOT in my budget for today 😭

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Brunch ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱

OK maybe I can get on this yogbowl train this is kinda fire

[Purin 🐶 @purinpudge]

@winxxcals My ex gave me some super bad eating habits. I'd eat an entire box of Walmart sugar cookies at his encouragement 😭