haven't been on twitter much, and I noticed I wrote this almost a year ago ๐ yeah covid19 is still here, yes I still hate it, but I survived, but now I'm just physically tired, working in a supermarket, being one of few businesses still working I just feel like I work nonstop๐ด
but not knowing when someone will ever touch me or hug me again, is making my skin ache, it's only been a week and I'm already desperate for physical human contact ๐ I won't survive if this goes on for months
When I leave a note for the delivery guy to leave my food outside my door, it means leave the food by the door, it doesnt mean knock on the door 20 times, start knocking on my neighbour's door, or call my phone 5 times...JUST LEAVE THE FOOD!!!
Todayโs assignment:
A break up song!
Todayโs problem:ย
Pierce has never been broken up with!
Todayโs solution:
Sara gives Pierce a knockout lesson in songwriting!
@quibi https://t.co/OWoBQmkHIL
Rewatching Dawson's Creek, I think for the first time since it ended so many years ago, and now I remember why I was team Pacey all the way, he's the good guy who acts stupid, Dawson is the bad guy who acts good, but seriously Dawson is the worst main character ever written๐ฎ
It's strange thinking about the fact that Cher was 41 and Nicolas Cage was 23 when they shot Moonstruck๐ฎ Cher looked great, Nic looked like someone who was able to buy alcohol at a very early age ๐๐ seriously he looked 40 then
But I've always hated running, I really want to like it, but it's the only time I feel heavy. I'm a skinny person and light on my feet, but when I run, I feel like my entire weight is on my butt, and my butt feels like it weighs double what I do๐๐๐
My home exercising is not going very well, it's boring and without the prober machines and weights, I don't feel like I'm getting enough out of it. Before Corona closed everything down, I was going to the gym 3 times a week, and without it I feel weak and tired.
So I decided that I need to do something different, so I've started running. It's not making my arms stronger, but I feel good, not just from the exercise, but from the sun and fresh air๐ I've been out running 3 times since Friday, and I've already improved my time๐๐
I donated blood and got tested for corona and I'm happy to announce I'm corona free which is what I thought, though I totally hoped they would tell me I already had corona, but without any symptoms ๐
Can't remember the last time I had a nice or interesting dream๐ช all my dreams every night are Covid related, and it's everything from dreaming of a slight cough, to long queues, to getting water domped on you when enter a new room, to zombies and flesh eating bacteria ๐คข
but not knowing when someone will ever touch me or hug me again, is making my skin ache, it's only been a week and I'm already desperate for physical human contact ๐ I won't survive if this goes on for months
If I'm not careful, #covid19 is going to give me a depression and turn me into an alcoholic. It's only been a week of total meltdown in Denmark, no touching or getting close to people, constant cleaning of hands etc. I work in a supermarket so all of these new extreme rules to
follow is driving me crazy. It's only been a week, but I've been drinking alcohol, a glass of wine or two, or a glass of rum, by myself, pretty much every night. When my thoughts run wild I get really close to crying and I have no idea why. I'm usually not a touchy feely person
PHOTO | "New Work + one of my last shoots before Corona shut us all down. This is @darrencriss photographed in New York City a couple weeks ago for @/alexa_nypost.. Feels like a lifetime ago and a miracle we pulled this one off.." via Kurt Iswarienko's ig https://t.co/XolqTdaUI0
Drinking Rum with 80% alcohol in hot chocolate. Don't think it's going to kill off covid 19, but it's definitely going to kill off any sign of a common cold that might make me think I have corona ๐
I'm going to die from the lack of human contact before I die of corona ๐ I get back to work, after being away at school for 2 weeks, and I get back to all these rules of no touching or sitting next to each other, I didn't get a single hug, which normally I get a lot of ๐ข
When you're watching something and feel yourself falling asleep, so you think "why fight it, I'll just take a quick nap" so you turn off whatever you're watching, and boom you're wide awake again ๐คฆโโ๏ธ
At the gym, I'm in the middle of a new workout rutine I haven't done before, and this old man who's there every day starts talking to me, my responds are very short, and afterwards my boss, who I workout with, tells me I should practise my small talk๐คฆโโ๏ธ