Stripper Diaries

The diary of a stripper who struggles with anorexia.

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First dance of the night , made $140 , it's something

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Yep that customer never came back 🤣🤣🤣 nice waste of time

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Just had a guy ask if he could do a line of coke off my body ...

Heck no. I told him I don't even know where to get that stuff. He said he had some in his car. Wtf.
He said he's going back to his car to grab more money. I dount he will he back lol

What a way to start the day

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Better head to the lockeroom and put on my costume

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Took a few days off of the club for self care and to work on my other job.

It always feels strange coming back after being gone for even a few days. It feels like a strange fever dream.

This place isn't reality and it's apparent

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Thank God I'm done with work tonight. I was getting along well with a customer (as much as I can for a customer). Anyways I heard from a coworker that dated him that he has BPD. NOPE!!!

I'm NEVER talking to that person again no matter how much money he wants to spend.

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Hiding in the bathroom for a moment to get away ....

Customer #2 turned me away, he wanted to go to the stage. I will try again later.

I'm glad I have this place to post my thoughts. I can't talk to anyone else about this stuff irl.

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Feeling very sad.... I need to restrict....

I feel bad for everyone I hurt while restricting, but it's better than drinking or doing drugs

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Just talked to a customer who kept rubbing my legs down ... saying he wanted to kiss me all over . It made me feel sick.

He didn't get a dance and only tipped $2...

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Bleh, I ate like crap yesterday and trying not to feel bad about it >,<

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I lost 5 lbs since I last posted and am so happy 😊

I know a portion of it is water weight , but it still felt good . I need to lose 5 more lbs by August 24th (when school starts again)

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My hip joints are feeling a weird throbbing >,> This happens after restricting for a couple days. Does anyone else have weird aches in the legs/ hips?

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Maintained since yesterday >,< But better than going up! I bet I will lose by tomorrow afternoon!

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Ate a lot of salt last night, so didn't weigh myself this morning. Going to weigh myself tomorrow morning and am expecting good results !

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@agailpatty I know mine is starting soon and just wish it would start so I can move on lol!

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Good morning ! Feeling bad that I had 1550 calories yesterday.... I will be under 1200 today

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Hanging out with one of my gal pals in a couple of hours, we are going to walk around the mall :) I love active hangouts! That way I can socialize AND burn calories!

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@agailpatty You look amazing 👏

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My daily goals , 10,000 or more steps per day , and under 1,200 calories per day.

This is a mote sustainable way fore to lose weight and be able to work / go to school.

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@anorexbea NO! You look VERY skinny