This past Sunday was five years since the last time I c*t myself. And I’d be lying if I were to say I haven’t thought about doing it again in the last 1,830 days. Matter of fact I’ve thought about it more than I’d like to admit
6 years. if you would’ve told me 6 years ago i would make it to six years clean from self harm i … definitely don’t think i would’ve took you seriously
@pnkiespo I’m in treatment right now, been 69 days sober from meth and honestly if you are given an opportunity to get help by all means take it. You have more support in getting better than you might realize rn. At least thats how it has been for me. Proud of u
i’m learning more and more everyday about myself and it’s a beautiful thing. to be able to have a desire to learn about myself without having the urges to obliterate myself and say fuck it to everything good for me. to understand i deserve good things and to live a healthy life
captains log, 10/23/18:
in my dreams we have lived every age, every era together. meeting in different ways, our paths forever entwined. a thousand times we’ve tried to get it right.
Better late than never! 💰
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God damnit I hate myself. I hate that the hatred for myself has poisoned my boyfriend's mental state so much to the point that he hates himself. I hate that I lack the ability to alleviate him of the hatred he has for himself. I'm so fucking sad