lexi |

16yo Cw:37kg ana-b/p #edtwt

[lexi | @pvrging4]

i’m being forced into weight gain recovery and my stupid parents don’t even know what an ed is, they think this is a diet gone too far and they don’t even know i b/p

[lexi | @pvrging4]

@sadlilbunniee dw that’s a light appetizer

[lexi | @pvrging4]

metab day as in ur ACTUAL maintenance calories

[lexi | @pvrging4]

i find that having a metab day after a day of b/p helps reduce the urges a lot ❤️
js a tip for anyone that needs it

[ଓ ﹒ amora ﹒ 𝜗𝜚 @adoredbyamora]

everyday i wake up scared that i’ll be hospitalized and forced to gain weight :< i just got to this low weight please dont take it away from me

[lexi | @pvrging4]

i feel like my life is meaningless, i don’t do anything for others or even for myself, i js exist doing nothing all day. i wasn’t always like this, i had passions and hope for the future but now nothing makes sense to me anymore i just live to lose weight & thats all i care abt

[lexi | @pvrging4]

eats*

[lexi | @pvrging4]

delicious day of ways!!
total: 753cal

[lexi | @pvrging4]

i rlly do wonder how much longer can i keep doing this ed shit for before i finally reach my breaking point

[lexi | @pvrging4]

@adoredbyamora all i wanted to lose was 3kg💔

[lexi | @pvrging4]

@Keiweei not when ur 5’0

[lexi | @pvrging4]

@adoredbyamora i got told i’m eating a lot at my birthday dinner

[lexi | @pvrging4]

the whole plate is 230cal btw

[lexi | @pvrging4]

why am i too scared to eat 1k calories but i don’t even think twice when it comes to b/p 20k+ calories

[lexi | @pvrging4]

@pinkhaired_cass me!!

[lexi | @pvrging4]

@AngieUrBestie GIVE ME THOSE SHOPKINS RN.

[lexi | @pvrging4]

@fawnieva s’mores are my fav and the caramel is a close second!!

[lexi | @pvrging4]

@alphaguy902 yes😳

[lexi | @pvrging4]

@freezedriedbite i remembering noticing the fat gain during quarantine when i was 10 and i tried so hard to lose it by working out and eating healthy, i feel so sad for myself :(

[𝒜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓆𝓊𝑒 // kpopedtwt @freezedriedbite]

No I miss being a skinny kid so bad