Hey all. I’m going to be permanently deleting this account soon and moving to @sunnynsfwing permanently. I loved my time on here but with just the sheer length of time i’ve had this account, i think it’s time I fully do allow myself to start fresh. Love you all <3
writing lines as an expectation of obedience, not a punishment. putting “I will be good, obey all of my rules, and follow all of Master’s orders” to paper over and over again just as maintenance. a reminder. not because i acted up but to ensure i never do.
maintenance spankings. being hit as a ritual. a promise. an oath. not having to misbehave to receive the pain but rather be granted them as a gift of your obedience, and given them to build up your pain tolerance, molding you into the perfect toy.
if we could be something, i would go back. i would’ve stayed. but there is no me without loving you, wanting you. i’ve gotten over everyone else. anyone now could leave and i wouldn’t mind. but you. i don’t know if ill ever get over you. i still want you, i still miss you.
i wanna play fort w people but like i wanna do it on vc in my server and i have none of my friends from here on there :( someone joinnnnn so we can gameeee
i made plans w my friend to game at like 10:30 / 11 so i have to be awake at that time. i have a couple hours to nap which was the plan but idk if it will happen
the issue is i’m finally home and my shift is over and im running on like 1 hour of sleep from the night before but i don’t think ill be able to nap or rest any time soon