passive suicidal thoughts, when someone doesn't necessarily want to end their life, but feels so emotionally or mentally exhausted that they wish they could just go to sleep and not wake up, or disappear without having to make anything happen
Offered light in shadowβs land,
Petals crushed by careless hand.
Steps retraced on empty ground,
Echoes speak, no answer found.
Held the fire, faced the rain,
Chose the ache, embraced the pain.
Name uncalled, no saving grace...
Always there, but no place.