dominique nique nique

this is an ed/vent account
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[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

intro moment
you can call me dominique!
he/they lesbian
in my 20s
I've had some kind of restrictive ed since I was 12, used to be on mpa before here lol
not pro, fatphobes and minors dni

[rose @himeseul]

ivy wolk is discovering things actual molested girls with eating disorders already knew at like age 11

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

like I never see u all going "but we NEED to tell kids that this body configuration could be unhealthy" when like , Dwayne the rock Johnson does a kids movie. yet we know that too much muscle mass is also associated with heart attack risk and early death.

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

unless u are going to make that point about every single body difference that could be unhealthy this is fatphobic. Tbh

[cammie ☆ @cammiescounting]

i hope this book goes on to explain that having excess fat isnt a good normal thing though. just the way that not having enough fat is also unhealthy

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

regardless the point of the book seems to be to let children know that people who look different from them exist and that's ok and inserting judgement of ppls bodies defeats the purpose. but I only see this done to fat people

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

mom was telling me I should put some of my clothes in storage for when (when!) I lose weight 😵‍💫 then I got upset and she said she likes my body better now and thinks I look better with thighs and an ass I think she should have just told me to kms

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

Like so basically Im a whale,

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

What shld I get myself for gw1... I'm thinking lush body butter

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

Was telling my therapist (thinks I'm recovered) about how I hoard food and then I commented how it's kind of classic anorexic behavior and she goes "I was just thinking that!" lmfao

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

120 bpm just standing up I hate stimulants on god

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

Usually I don't take my adhd meds cause they make me anxious but today I was like well it's not that bad and now I'm at work feeling like my heart's gonna explode lol

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

@purcls followed for twin peaks lol

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

@avocadofiilet omg heyyyy

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

Anyway I've been inactive for so so long and most of my moots are also inactive now 🥲 #edtwt where are the 20+ yr olds and/or dykes on here

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

Ok recovery and I had a good run but now let's get serious lol. back on my anorexia coffee frap with sweetener shit lol

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

*my weakness

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

Anyways all that discourse about whether or not it's ok to comment on celeb bodies because it may trigger them but tbh it's triggering ME lol haven't had thoughts this bad in so long but I guess visible shoulder bones are em weakness

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

love my partner and they love me but i miss being uw and I feel so nasty in my body but also they know about the ed so it'd be a Whole Thing. sometimes I just wanna blow my whole life up and die skinny lol

[dominique nique nique @qhronophobia]

Anyone else in a genuinely loving and caring relationship have thoughts of breaking up just so you can get bad again #lol