Iโm not afraid, because Iโm going to meet someone who lives the dream Iโve always had. Someone who became what I once wanted to be. Thatโs why Iโm not scared at all.
I overthink, I feel like I have no one, I keep making mistakes at every step I take, and recently itโs been getting worse. I donโt know where to go or what to do, and only now do I realize that what my relative said was true.
I am a broken person, my mental state has long been damaged, but Iโve always kept everything inside. I never wanted to let it out, whether mental or physical pain, for one reason only, I didnโt want to burden anyone else. But lately Iโve realized I canโt control myself anymore.
When they asked, โWhy a psychologist? So college will be easier?โ the answer was simple, because it has been my dream since I was a child to be someone people can talk to. Being useful, making people smile, thatโs what Iโve always dreamed of.
I was once asked by my dadโs relative, โWhat do you want to be when you go to college?โ I proudly answered, โI want to be a psychologist.โ My relative replied, โA psychologist? Stressed people trying to heal stressed people.โ I could only smile and laugh it off.