Aliz 🪼

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Under 14 DNI
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[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

meine mutter sagt mein fuß kann garnicht so kaputt sein wenn ich ja „spazieren“ gehe little does she know das ich bei jedem schritt weinen will und es trozdem mehr auszuhalten ist als ihre anwesenheit

[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

From all the people in the world i would expect students to comment abt my scars but why would a teacher EVER SAY „has your arm looked like this for a while now?“

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@digitaldoqqy @deaddweightt_ tbh i think that’s just the night stand. She dosent have an unrealistic body

[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

wrote my important exam sober this morning and i’ve never written so much shit in my life 💀

[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

@laxativeangel coke

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first baby hit tweet kinda nervous

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ok the thighs gaping or am i delusional

[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

skinny but at what fucking cost

[･༓☾ raine 🏳️‍🌈 ⊹ ♡ @velvet_cloudzz]

well yes? people with eating disorders ARE sick

[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

first time wearing short stuff in school chat

[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

man this aged bad

[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

not suicidal anymore but if i had the option i would always choose against life

[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

I want to be laced with something that kills me slowly over weeks

[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

@Reqlxay what

[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

been thinking and planning abt killing myself the whole month, got a letter home abt me smoking weed in school, sliced my arms even tho it’s 35°, writing a insalney important exam in a week and idk abt what, forcefully sober because i don’t have money and need the rest for the (1

[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

@Exit22Wound99 it’s not stress i’m not stressed at all i’m just mentally insanely unwell and i’m having withdrawals especially because i have a line laying at home that i can’t use. but i’m buying new stuff i can’t handle feeling like that. Also i cut myself to not kill myself

[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

@98234i hahaha that’s how i wrote all my finals 😭 i can’t think clearly sober

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@cold_elliot easy to say bruh

[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

i can’t enjoy anything why did no one tell me being sober is so depressing omg

[Aliz 🪼 @ql1ssa]

i hate seeing people my age have fun not because i hate them or fun but because i’m not able to fucking get up without fucking drugs and because no Joy ever is real but just a drug related fuyking feeling fucking kill mw i hate myself am i’m wanna die pls i’m misrable