meine mutter sagt mein fuß kann garnicht so kaputt sein wenn ich ja „spazieren“ gehe little does she know das ich bei jedem schritt weinen will und es trozdem mehr auszuhalten ist als ihre anwesenheit
From all the people in the world i would expect students to comment abt my scars but why would a teacher EVER SAY „has your arm looked like this for a while now?“
been thinking and planning abt killing myself the whole month, got a letter home abt me smoking weed in school, sliced my arms even tho it’s 35°, writing a insalney important exam in a week and idk abt what, forcefully sober because i don’t have money and need the rest for the (1
@Exit22Wound99 it’s not stress i’m not stressed at all i’m just mentally insanely unwell and i’m having withdrawals especially because i have a line laying at home that i can’t use. but i’m buying new stuff i can’t handle feeling like that. Also i cut myself to not kill myself
i hate seeing people my age have fun not because i hate them or fun but because i’m not able to fucking get up without fucking drugs and because no Joy ever is real but just a drug related fuyking feeling fucking kill mw i hate myself am i’m wanna die pls i’m misrable