bye marikina, u will be missed. ๐ฅน
uy pero fr ang saya rin naman maging marikina girlie for a year. For some reasons, it somehow felt like home. Also ang linis talaga HAHAHAHA
now that it's over and i have this mini break , idk what to do fr HAHAHAHA
Peroo anxious pa rin cuz wth di pa rin nilalabas list of graduates ๐ญ hay medisina, hanggang dulo ikaw pa rin may dahilan ng anxiety ko
hay grateful for the hands on training talaga kahit toxic ๐ฅน did several CS 1st assist, Hernioplasty 1st assist, Open Chole and AP 1st assist.
Now looking back, mas madalas pala kaming 1st assist on major op cases ๐ญ๐ญ
2 days before clerkship endssssss!!
And finally craving satisfied ๐โโ๏ธ HAHAHAHAH 3 weeks akong kating kati magshort hair because
1. Ang gastos ng curly hair products ko
2. HAIR LOSS IS REAL my gahd clerkship what did u do to my body ๐ญ
3. New era for me hahaha
hmm saw a couple of cases like this during ortho rotation. The most heartbreaking case: patient's ring finger was so swollen her wedding and engagement rings were already cutting through her skin so we had no choice but to cut it. ๐ซ
Entitled patient: pinapasweldo kayo ng tax namin..
Me as a junior intern na walang sweldo (pero kung pagsalitaan ng IBANG entitled na patient ay parang binayaran pati pagkatao ko)
Last duty, a patient's companion who was watching me administer vaccines noticed my hand shaking. I have tremors. Idk how it started but throughout clerkship my nerves are always on fire haha. And her comment struck me "ano ba yan, parang di naman marunong."
But really, thank you for these patients who still put their trust on me kahit ganun comments ni ate. Or wala lang silang choice kasi ako na lang naman nakaduty hahaha eme
Patapos na clerkship but I still have moments na I doubt my skills and capabilities haha