mandy

edtwt | under 17 dni

[mandy @qpplefish]

#edrtwt

[mandy @qpplefish]

kinda fat

[mandy @qpplefish]

hi i’m back

[mandy @qpplefish]

i’m back

[mandy @qpplefish]

went to the beach and took pics and seriously wanted to kill myself so bad…..i need to lock the hell in again

[mandy @qpplefish]

why is it so hard to lose 5 more pounds

[mandy @qpplefish]

i feel like i’m competing for best ana with my boyfriend omfg kill me he makes me so mad

[mandy @qpplefish]

my food noise is so bad…

[mandy @qpplefish]

i got injured and ballet and how it hurts when i walk. how am i going to get my step😞

[mandy @qpplefish]

this one guy ruined my life and i’ve been dealing with it ever since and i should seriously go to therapy for it

[mandy @qpplefish]

my ed feels fake i feel like meghan trainor when she said she tried being anorexic for a day

[mandy @qpplefish]

like i see so many people talk about how they don’t feel “sick enough” to recover. posts like this just reiterates that and validates their feelings

[mandy @qpplefish]

im going to say something srs. i want ppl to realize that saying eating disorders will make your hair fall out & skin peel etc doesnt make anyone recover. at a certain point ur ed is not about being skinny its about being sick. saying these things just gives people another goal

[mandy @qpplefish]

@Noelofedtwt

[mandy @qpplefish]

been eating more bc i have a doctors appointment next week and im scared if my weight is like a lot lower than last time i went she’s gonna be concerned

[mandy @qpplefish]

how do u stop binging someone help and the worst part is i don’t even purge i just eat so much and i have to deal with it

[mandy @qpplefish]

@skinthesharkie yessss

[mandy @qpplefish]

how to stop wanting sweet treats seriously

[mandy @qpplefish]

been eating like a fucking pig lately

[mandy @qpplefish]

i’ll never tell anyone irl i have an ed bc what if they think stuff like it’s not working