The reason you’re unhappy is that you haven’t found the right thing to buy. There’s something out there you can purchase that will make this all go away
weirdly specific feeling i love is when you’re on vacation at a beach, you’ve just finished swimming, and it starts to drizzle but the sun is still out so you know the rain won’t last, and you’re sitting on a beach chair under a canopy, wrapped in a towel, drinking a cocktail