qasha.

mdd with psychosis and anxiety

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

drag path but its me constantly trying to ignore the fact that i will never heal

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

i really need my anxiety to shut the fuck up

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

i carry my grief like a suitcase

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

forever empathetic because i know what it feels like to think death was the ONLY way out

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

i hate having panic attacks. like wdym im just sitting here silently trying to control my breathing over a situation that i cannot control

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

losing my mind these days

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

@_yeon_ae_ dia dah balik ke sis? i tengah beli barang dapur ni kat bawah ni maigadds

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

i am a lover, with or without a lover. being a lover girl isnt just a phase, its my whole personality. friends, family, relationships. i just love love.

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

lord, please heal the pain that i cant discuss to anybody even with myself

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

i created so many versions of me till i forgot which one is my real personality :)

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

setiap hari berdoa semoga diberi akal dan fikiran yang waras. takut one day tewas di tangan sendiri

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

its killing me, im losing spark in everything

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

how many and how long do I have to take these anxiety meds to ever feel okay? to be not scared of feeling a little joy, love, and excitement

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

"fix the broken child in you, so you don't break the child that comes from you"

damn

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

unfortunately, i’m the daughter who loves her family but is happier when she’s away from them

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

glad i didnt decide to stay 15 forever

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

for at least once, please let me enjoy my life

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

the bravest thing i've done is, i live after i wanted to die so badly

[qasha. @qtyeonn]

unfortunately, there's no way for me to heal. ka ya bakani pun makai ubat on time, selalu appointment gau doctor ti mental health agik gak sama nadai meh guna.

[jess 🏒 @bellysinfinite]

JULY 17