** nothing personally tragic. I do in fact acknowledge that MANY tragic things are happening all over the world but right now I would just like the energy to deal with my OWN shitshow of a life.
congratulations, you've made it to the end of another day and nothing tragic has happened.
If I could just perhaps maybe please NOT be in fight or flight ALL of the time now.
in case anyone is wondering where I've been, my life has been a fucking shit show since the beginning of the year.
it sounds fake when I explain it all together, tbh.
It was not a good time. I do not recommend it in the slightest. I would recommend no family medical emergencies if possible, but certainly not TWO in the span of 24 hours.
And just to round it ALL OUT for FUN. I'm leaving the country on Friday for a work trip.