โoh? well, i know what you mean. my marriage to marina was completely loveless. looking at me meant looking at my brother.โ phillip explained, frowning.
โi may look like my brother, but i am not him. so, there was a disconnect.โ he continued, looking back at her.
Eloise gazed at him as they walked, a small nervous laugh escaped her lips as she held onto his arm still. โI think itโs good.โ She spoke quietly.
She cleared her throat. โI.. erm, donโt have suitors.โ She spoke nervously. โI mean Iโd rather not do all that.โ She sighed softly.
phillip was looking forward to this event. he wasnโt one to socialize, but it was time that he tried to dip his toes. get out of his shell for once in his life.
he went back to his estate to make sure all the proper arrangements were to be made for this ball of galindaโs.
her true love match, she was starting to have hope of finding it.
. . . and she just ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ช๐ต for the ball. She had the perfect outfit to wear for her return to society.
โthank you, lady galinda. i shall be seeing you soon.โ taking her hand, he kissed it before gently letting it go. it felt nice to converse again.
he always kept to himself in his greenhouse, but he had to change that. and he would start today.
tried and true connection. Not even in friendship. She had a deep longing for it.
โOh, yes,โ she said and took a small step away from the gentleman, โIt was an honor to meet you, sir Phillip. I hope to see you soon. Iโll keep you and your twins in my prayers.โ
โwell, i appreciate that.โ phillip said with a soft smile, knowing she probably was like other ladies of the ton. nothing wrong with that, of course.
not everyone had to be the same. men and women. clearing his throat, he took a look around before sighed. โi should go.โ
โ phillip knew it was time to move on and the twins needed more than just a governess. they needed a mother. a mother who could love them.
โi shall go.โ he said with a firm nod.
as phillip listened to her, he thought about it. rubbing the back of his neck, he nodded slowly once he let it settle and he sat with it.
โi suppose it would be nice to go to an event. iโm not one for socializing, but maybe now i should live a little.โ โ
โthe twins? yes. myself? i never really mourned. marina and i werenโt ever in love. her heart belonged to my brother.โ he moved his arms behind his back.
โand once i realized that, i never tried to touch her ever again.โ he explained, shrugging his shoulders. โiโm fine.โ
โThatโs all any of us can really do, I suppose,โ she said gently, then pulled her shawl around her shoulders more as a cool breeze blew past them.
โItโs nice to meet you, too, Sir Phillip. Are you and your family still in mourning?โ
โi justโฆ did what i thought was right.โ he shrugged his shoulders, glancing down at the ground for a moment.
he then looked at her. โi can tell by your accent. itโs nice to meet you.โ he offered her a kind smile, bowing his head.
โLady Galinda Upland,โ she finally said, faltering a moment before looking away from him and out to the water again.
โIโve not been in London since I was a young girl.โ
โiโm widowed, actually. recently. iโm sir phillip crane.โ he properly introduced himself before he looked straight ahead.
โmy twins are actually my brotherโs, but he died and i married his unwed love so she wouldnโt be ruinedโฆโ
She took the flower โ but tentatively.
โTwins? My sincerest apologies, sir. I donโt even know your name, nevertheless that you are married. Iโฆ should find my chaperone.โ
โsometimes you have to stop and enjoy those quiet moments. itโs hard for me sometimes since i have twins.โ he chuckled nervously as he looked down.
โbut i have some time to myself for a change which is nice.โ he reached to pick up a flower and hand it to her.
She noticed his passion near immediately, and it was rather endearing. Not many men showed an interest like that.
โThe quiet is nice. I must say, as Iโve gotten older Iโve grown to appreciate the quiet moments more. . . life is so busy it seems like.โ
โi do. i love seeing the trees, the grass, and the plants. everything.โ he explained as he walked with her, taking a look around their surroundings.
โitโs quiet, too.โ he added, glancing back at her. โnature is beautiful.โ
Galinda came up beside Sir Crane along the path near the pond, keeping a respectable distance between them as she looked out over the water.
โItโs been so long since Iโve been here,โ she said, then looked up to the gentleman, โDo you enjoy this view?โ