𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning

edtwt | 09

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

(1/3) Hi so it’s been a while. I’m not going to go too much in detail, but recently I stayed with 2 cousins of mine and we had such a good time. This lead me to not only lose some of my suicidal thoughts but it also triggered my eating disorder. I want to be skinny so ->

[z || stream swy⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @kaizcal]

disordered thoughts but not a disordered body

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

@g1rlwithbaggage Morning

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

I hate myself

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@ilveli_ Are you alright? Take care Eli

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

Ok so i binged and gained

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I honestly feel so motivated it’s insane, it’s like I’m in my honeymoon phase again.
I’m using the losertown weight loss prediction and I’m already like a kg under what I was predicted to weigh

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

@whiskenyl HAPPY BIRTHDAY? 🥳

[laurie ౨ৎ forced recov @saillanss]

fatspo is such a nasty thing to post, leave people alone :(

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

@ilveli_ I think you should try a new approach, I don’t know what you have attempted to get better but if what you’ve been doing in the past hasn’t worked then perhaps you should try something new. Either way I wish you the best 🩷

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@jelliefishlvr 🩷🩷

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

I honestly feel so motivated it’s insane, it’s like I’m in my honeymoon phase again.
I’m using the losertown weight loss prediction and I’m already like a kg under what I was predicted to weigh

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

@purrfectcals Congrats and good luck 🩷

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

I’m abt to go to the gym, which machines burn the most cals?

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@ilveli_

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

@star_vinglea It depends on your calorie intake and activity but maybe around half a year or less? I think 4kg a month can be reasonable if you consume 900cal or smt with som activity. So 16kg in 4 months?

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

@yvestarving Ty haryn I also wish u the best <3

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

(1/3) Hi so it’s been a while. I’m not going to go too much in detail, but recently I stayed with 2 cousins of mine and we had such a good time. This lead me to not only lose some of my suicidal thoughts but it also triggered my eating disorder. I want to be skinny so ->

[⋆. 𐙚˚࿔ 𝓁𝒶𝓋𝒶 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @ilavakgsi]

how i feel logging onto #edtwt with my cw being 98kg…

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

@BonesOfVal So cute

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@lixistz This is so relatable

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@ilveli_ That sucks Eli, I really hope u get some better people in ur life 🩷

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

(3/3) I’m quite a high weight, I’m not sure if I’m open to share it yet, but what I will say is that I’ll be aiming to speedrun until the start of July, then I’ll probably focus on slower weight-loss.
I just want to say that I’m doing better mentally, and am honestly hopeful :D

[𝜗𝜚 jen | speedrunning @quizzmaster69]

(2/3) I can have even more fun with them when thrifting, or swimming, or anything really. There’s also other things, like the fact that I’m visiting family during the summer, that lead to me relapsing.

I’m going to be active here again until I lose the weight :)