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• i didn't want any flowers, i only wanted to lie with my hands turned up and be utterly empty •

[em @qviextly]

everyone says they wanna talk about mental health but as soon as u exhibit any vaguely uncomfortable/ugly symptoms everyone changes their mind

[em @qviextly]

death is always heartbreaking, but to lose someone so suddenly and so tragically is its own kind of devastating.

[em @qviextly]

losing somebody is awful. grieving their loss is awful. grieving their love and their loss and their light is awful. it’s been months and i still can’t think of you without crying

[em @qviextly]

it fucking sucks to give every ounce of friendship u have to someone you love and yet it’s still not enough

[em @qviextly]

2019 emily was really onto something

[em @qviextly]

ever just end up in a place where you wanna tell someone that things are shit but you also think if it was bad enough someone would have noticed but every time someone does notice ur like hahaha it’s fine also not everything revolves around you emily shut the fuck up?

[em @qviextly]

@fxtcals if i wasn’t over my overdraft limit (and thus unable to spend any money at all lol) i’d love to do a cute care package swap with u! defs an idea for the future 🥰

[em @emilywellings]

if u like books pls check out my new instagram @nobullshitbookclub 🥰

[em @qviextly]

ngl i think my main talent is self sabotage

[em @qviextly]

just spent half an hour crying with my boyfriend about how everyone would be better if i was dead so i guess things are going well 🙃

[em @qviextly]

@MaydayBubby this is so lovely, thank you! you too 🥰

[steph @steph_mcca]

sitting my Bf down & explaining that i have to spend money every day Or Else i will die

[em @qviextly]

i wish i was ✨ deeeaaaad ✨

[em @qviextly]

it’s so weird to struggle for years with something and not have anyone notice... like am i not struggling enough or am i just being dramatic as fuck bc both are possible

[em @qviextly]

@meggyrammy love you 💖💖💖

[em @qviextly]

our landlord has suddenly decided to sell our flat (we’ve only been here a month & it’s the dream flat) and i’m not sure how much more of this shit i can take 🙃 can’t get a fucking job, being kicked out of our home, sister & grandpa have cancer, wish i was dead 🙃

[em @qviextly]

there’s no experience quite like the a&e mental health experience 🙃

[em @qviextly]

like honestly people are okay w/ being alive? wild

[em @qviextly]

i don’t want to die but i rlly just wish i was dead lol

[em @qviextly]

@libbyxford honestly such an amazing film

[em @qviextly]

@jehaeras thank u angel, i’m gonna give these a go 💞

[em @qviextly]

does anyone who struggles with dissociation have any tips on how to get out of an episode bc i’ve been out of it for like a week now and it’s not going away