one of many things i hate abt myself is the fact that if anyone shows even the slightest bit of care and affection towards me i WILL start to worship them and get attached but then i slowly realize they dont fw me like that theyre just a nice person lol i hate my life
I need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need
it feels really shallow to admit this but i cannot relate to people who dont have some kind of mental illness/disability or trauma. i dont understand how someone can just live a normal life, free from this kind of suffering. im jealous of them.